i wonder if i spoke a lil too soon..
disappointed bout how things are working out.
i just hope it's not too late.

just for the record, the prev post was addressed to PHYSiCS >:( which I totally dislike, though I'd hv to mug like crap tnight for it :(

Heh, it's midweek alrdy! Two more papers to go :o and unfortunately these two papers are the ones I've not touched any of these, like wow.

Anywhoo, who's up for celebrations & hanging out on sat!? :D silly aaron has his ebil music stuff nooo. Hahah, can't wait to see their opera though :D

Ahh, *smacks myself* I shldnt be thinking bout going out now lol! :( wish this week wld pass fastfastfast :(

Dear Physics baby darldarl,

It's been slightly more than 4 years since we first met. Throughout this period of ups & downs (though admittedly it's been much more downs than ups), I still don't get you. I still can't understand you, & it's frustrating me loads cos now, I don't even have the inclination or want to pay you any attention no more.

I wish I could just dump you & get over with life. But I suppose you don't go away that easily.
And now, I'm loving you less & less each day.maybe I just never did love you right from the start

I've changed,
That I admit.

But so have you.

Tell me,
What can I do to make this better?
Cos damnit, I'm trying.
But it's just never good enough for you.
I am just never good enough for you.

just a short post for tday since I'm posting w my hp(:

tday was pretty fun & awesome! I went to vivo earlier part of the morning & plonked down at the basement to mug while waiting for GL. when he came, we went to carl's jnr & had an extremely filling lunch, like omg. we kept getting refills & I think we sat there for close to 3 hrs? :o haha. Had a nice time chatting & catching up though (:

So anywhoo, all the best nxt wed! And tata, I'm off o mugging le (:

it's a sleepy tuesday afternoon, and i'm home now(:
whoo, after this post, i shall go take a short nap or smth teehee.
i've quite a few activities planned for the nxt few days, maybe a lil too many, shall cut down on those that are not as impt...
i've been slacking for the past few days wow :o and totally not caring bout the test spam weeks nxt wk :(

bam, it's alrdy march!
heh i think this term one really passed fast.
i think things are going pretty smoothly, albeit not without the occasional emotional bumps.
acads-wise & cca-wise still have room for muchmuchmuch more improvement, but at least, i ain't not disappointing those that matter, like last year.

one of my teachers say i look happier these days as compared to last year.
hmm, do i? haha i don't really feel so though, yknow.
i think while towards certain stuff, i've become less emotionally attached and bothered. but there's many other stuff that's bothering & upsetting me, though those don't get resolved overnight.

ytd, after mr wu's chinese consultation, i went out with cleo! we took a mrt down to plaza sing haha(: we missed the timing for the earlier show, all thanks to dong zzz but nvm, so we had a quick slurpy lunch at shilin's. we ate the chicken thingy and a bowl of meesua which felt really good cos it was warm & cos we were totally hungry!
haha then we went to catch a show "Departures"!! haha, this show is totally worth the oscar it got, trust me =) the whole cinema was filled & throughout the show, there was people sniffling all the way. and needless to say, cleo and i were one of the weepies :*) it was really a thought provoking show, though i felt that the ending was a lil abrupt, though at least there was closure(: cleo and i were like discussing on how it could have been expanded haha!
but heh, the message in this show is really meaningful ;) reminds me of jodi picoult's "change of heart" book. the quote from her book "how it feels like when the things you believe make you feel like you're on the outside looking in" kept popping in my head & i felt that it tied in nicely with this show(:
it's a must-watch! :D shan't reveal any spoilers ;)

{edit: i'm listening to 987fm now! and the female deejay says she's totally touched too HAH! and she kept crying too :o)

hoho, aftwards we went for dinner at cafe cartel(: we were totally full alrdy! but throughout, we had a veryvery good chat ;) and we were being attitude singaporeans by sitting down there veh long even after finishing our food hahah! but who cares, there weren't much business yesterday, surprisingly :o anyway it was kinda heartening that there's someone who agrees with how i feel^^ so at least i know i ain't crazy. so aww, pity we didn't go for ice cream at novena's. nxt time then^^

busybusy hols :o


buahhs,
whaipeng


when night falls,
and everything else falls -
apart/



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what is it that you do to me, that keeps me coming back. every single damn time.

YESH today is over(:
*bounces around*

anyway, i think this is shuper late, but thanks loads to cheryl + yanling + gerlynn for their pressies(:

and thanks awesome AARON for the dinner on monday =)
haha it was meant to be a surprise but jean ended up having to tell me cos i had a friendly match agnst rjc that day =/
but i was still very touched, nonetheless =)
we went to JP to randomly walk arnd & taking a totally long time to decide on what to eat^^
then finally, we settled on crystal jade! :D
haha! the dinner was really awesome & cos it was pretty nice just sitting down and chat, & i think aaron's feeling pretty broke now :D thanks hubby! :D you can look forward to yours, in like, 7 months?(:

so anywhoo, today was the bio presentation.
i think we screwed up big time x.x
okay, or maybe I did>< i'm not entirely sure, cos we ran outta time HEH! then the most important part of the ppt, which was jibee's part, wasn't touched on at all =(
heh okay, nvm, we will make it better for the game yup ;)

hols are coming!
and luckily the teachers are being slightly nicer, and extending our deadlines so that not all of my four outstanding projs are gna be due the same damn week! yay :D
hope i'd get to go out and have fun + mug this hols bah + climbing out of the shithole for physics with nelly! =(

haha i think i sound weird in this post :o
i don't know why though :o

tata,
leah ;)
{a lil joke btwn jibee & i :D so apt right!}

sometimes, goodbye is a second chance;

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i wonder what would you say though, if i told you everything i'm trying to hold back.

hi world!

okay, just a short post bef i go back to the mountain of hwk + proj + tests to mug for :D
thanks everyone who has wished me happybirthday via sms/msn/fb/face-to-face/calls whatever(:

so anywhoo was supposed to go out w cleo on 7th t celeb our bday tgth, but she cldnt make it in the end, so my family brought me out for yummy seafood dinner!!! :D haha, it was really damn awesome(: heh. i guess this yr, my parents are pretty busy with the new hse and all, so they didnt hv much time getting cake/pressie/whatsoever, but i guess the pretty new hse made up for it^^ heh, truth be told, i was pretty upset ytd, but much thanks to GL & kevin who really tried all ways out =) reallyreallyreally appreciated it =)

then since i had the chance to celeb w my family ytd, my parents allowed me to go out w my friends tday(: though in the end, it turned out to be one friend haha! :D thanks loads chua for wanting to spend your sunday with me!<3 before meeting chua, i met gel & he was nice enough to gimme a prezz(: and we chatted for quite a bit since it was quite a while bef i had to meet chua. then aftwards, i walked arnd taka for awhile whilst waiting for chua! i went to forever21, and i thought the accessories there are pretty nice! and they were having some sorta sale as well^^

haha we went to far east to shop^^ i wanted to try some dresses since i figured i shld be a lil wild on my bday aye? ;) but i cldnt find one that caught my eye. okay luh, i thought that many of the strapless tube dresses were very pretty! but i totally didn't have the figure nor the assets (ahem) to support-.- haha! then chua & i bought matching bracelets! black & silver(or are they considered white oO) roses! pretty(: we wanted to get shoes too!!! ahh, but there weren't nice ones, cos the nice ones were for smaller sizes :(

afterwards, we walked to cineleisure! haha :D i still rmb the wordpress post of us taking the mrt from orchard to somerset^^ but luckily cos i did walk with my cousin a few days back, so i knew the way there yay! :D there weren't much at cine, so we left for heeren! :D

i bought some accessories at heeren! ahh there're so many pretty stuff D: i bought pastel-coloured pins :D vv pretty! and there's this furry-rose like ring that i wanted to get to! but it was pretty ex & totally not worth it bah =( and there was this biscuits like earrings i totally wanted to get! but i resisted the temptation heh =(

OHOHOH there was this really nice vintage-looking backpack!!! totally what i was looking for, but it was like 45$, and it didn't look too lasting, so i didn't get it in the end =( but now to think bout it, i kinda regret it leh. haiz. chua can testify how good it looks! :D and how long i stood there trying to decide whether i wanted to get it or not =/

booo. but on a brighter note, we went to basement of heeren for dessert! there's a huge difference btwn that of taiwan's dessert, but heyy, they didnt taste too bad, albeit a lil too sweet :D

heh, thanks chua once again for the awesome day((((: it was really great being able to catch up((: haha more during hols yup! :D


xoxo,
whaipeng

p.s. happybirthday to cleo too!!!^^

i'm coming home, i'm coming home,
did you take off when i was gone?

heh ytd was pretty awesome^^
aaron & i ate sakae on an impule teehee :D
omg he's a really bad influence okay! we never meant to eat sakae cos all we wanted was perhaps, subway or pastamania at westmall.
but still, things weren't meant to be =p
so anywhoo, just like last yr, we sat down at the lib & mugged and did a bit of our work while waiting for 3pm to come! :D
heh, we ate till we were totally stuffed okay-.-
but one sad thing is that they didnt have peach or lychee mochi =( so we had to settle for sesame and yam ones =/ and the sesame was horrible =/
and of course, there were the classic STRAWBERRY SMILES!! :D
haha i totally dislike the sourness XD
heh, the meal was really enjoyable, cos i guess it's been like, since the start of the year since we had a proper lunch out tgth on a school day (unlike last yr when we could do it like, weekly) & without anyone disturbing us or bugging us or cutting into our convos (which happens really often these days, and i totally dislike it D:)



xoxo,
whaipeng