I still feel a pang. Wish it is, what it could have been.

Oh no, timetable's out D:
Gee.
Now now, lemme prep my timetable bef posting my extremely long post which I still hvnt decided if I shld this yr^^

*fingers crossed that i wld hv same free periods*

Cos we were dead, if they knew;

Just a short post since "my manly man" asked for it^^
Thanks for the awesome time yesterday! For accompanying me to the dreadful dentist which I had no choice but to go even though I had some family chalet stuff going on zzz-.-, for bringing me to hang around with the small, cute guys, even though I was pretty nervous at first (but I pretty much was able to warm up to them afterwards whoo!!), & for bringing me arnd your area of sorts.


Cheers((:

heh, waiting on e dental chair for my dentist t attend t me.. & using wifi on my awesome phone of course(: my friend's outside waiting for me Haha._. He invited on board his boat last night at one of e docks near sembawang, but duh, obviously I cldnt go, since it might seem pretty scandalous & that, I've other family stuff on for the nxt few days.

The year is coming t an end, tho it sure doesn't feel that way. . Heh, post ltr, dentist is here alrdy!

Awesome, I hafta do a quiz by order of somebody (bleh), so naturally I chose the easiest & harmless looking quiz, and I found it on Chua's blog,sooo.. thanks!


1)How many texts are in your inbox?
Uh, the last time I checked, it's like, 523 msgs, pretty impressive considering my phone is pretty young^^ unlimited smses ftw :D

2)When did your last hug take place?
Hehe, yesterday? :D

3)Are you a jealous person?
Extremely jealous person^^ But then again, it takes somebody close to feel/sense it :D

4)Are you tired right now?
Tired of..? Physically tired, nope not yet. Mentally? Kind of.

5)Do you chew on your straws?
Uh, I used to.. But I stopped doing that :D

6)Have you ever been called a tease?
Nope :D

7)Do you like to cuddle?
Yesh of course(:

8)Do you cry easily?
Hmm, I tear easily. But cry, hmm, it takes something sad to make me cry, like cry openly :O

9)Are you a heavy sleeper?
Nope, light sleeper(: I always convince myself by saying that if ever there's a fire, I would be the one who screams "Fire, fire!!"

10)Where is your cellphone?
Beside moi :D

11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Hahah yeah why not? :D 6 years is long for now, but I'm sure 6 months can do^^

12)Are you mad at someone right now?
Hahah, maybe?

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe, but it hasn't happened to me so far!

14)What makes you laugh out loud?
Uh, stuff that's hilarious? I'm a laugh-out-loud kind of person :D

15)Who was the last person you talked to?
On the phone, it's like Damien? If not, uh, my sis who's beside me?

16)Name one person on your friends who is most like you.
(I omitted the word "top" before friends; it sounds wrong anyways muahaha) And uh, hmm, I would think Nigel? I don't know, I feel that we think pretty similar most of the time, which is kinda hard to find since my closest friend, Aaron, is pretty different from me? Hahah!

17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
-.-" No! I mean, if you like that person, you'd have to feel comfortable with him, at the very least riiiight? Maybe your heart would skip a beat or something, but butterflies are purely meant for presentations or something._.

18)Will you get married?
Yup of course :D

19)When was the last time you smiled?
Uh, weird question.

20)Does anyone like you?
Yup((: It would be pretty sad if no one likes you right._.

21)Do you secretly like someone?
Why do you have to secretly like someone! If you like somebody, show the looove(:

22)Who was the first person you talked to today?
Uh, my sister? We share the same room(:

23)Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Hmm, I don't know? There are some stuff I don't share with Person A, but I'd share with Person B o.o But I guess the most comfortable would be Aaron for now :D

24)What are you NOT looking forward to?
Hafta agree with Chua, school reopening. And the fact that holidays is coming to an end means that no more relaxing, no more slacking, no more going out :O

25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
Yesh(: I guess they do mean it.

26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
I haven't had the honour of seeing that for the record, but well, I wouldn't do anything? :O

27)Are you a forgiving person?
Neh. Not really. Okay, maybe I forgive, but I definitely don't forget. So it kinda makes no difference anyways.

28)What’s something you really want right now?
Hmmm.

29)Do you fall for people easily?
Nope.

30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex’s ?
Nope. I don't think my best friend has an ex to begin with, & I wouldn't fall in love with a girl ;)

31)What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
The cake we baked yesterday!((:

32)Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
Nope-.-

33)Who was the last person you drove with?
If it's based on how Chua interpreted the question, uh, I guess it would be GL, which means that it has been a long time since I went to the arcade D:

34)How late did you stay up last night and why?
Hmm, 2am? Read my book & thinking about stuff(:

35)If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Muahaha, well, I'm moving anyways(:

36)Do you prefer to call or text?
It depends on who is the other party! If it's someone close to me, I'd rather call cos I find it a bother to sms since there would be sho much to talk about! (Which explains why my call counters are always high, teehee) But texting is good for people you don't really know what to talk to, or when you wanna talk to somebody bad when you're in class or something :D

37)When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Hmm, it's on the 19th October, that was really really hard. Otherwise, from then on, in november & dec through this holiday, neh, I've been feeling damn happy(((:

38)Who took your profile picture?
Profile picture? Uh, if it's the facebook one, it is my sis.

39)Who was the last person you took a picture of?
My sister?

40)Can you live a day without TV?
Hahah, I've lived a semester without tv, but heh, after this holiday of watching tv & slacking, I don't really know if I wanna live a day without TV D:




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Interesting quiz! Pretty simple & nice to do too(:


xoxo,
whaipeng


I should know that you're not gonna change,
Cos you're hot then you're cold;
You're in then you're out;

Confused.
Am I just torturing myself.

hooboy, using my phone t post! So pardon me if the formatting sucks & all, cos i think it's like cool t make use of my wifi at least once during the hols._. msn mobile is like hard t use, cos my phone ain't touch screen, so vv hard t navigate.

this xmas seems pretty bleh, honestly. Grandma got warded into hospital :( then I heard one of our senior is in e hospital too.. =( God bless them, and hope everyth wld go smoothly for them.. =/

i had like, one of the sweetest & nicest surprise yesterday(:
i met my boss/friend at vivo in the morning to go to Giant before heading for work, & he was slightly late, so i waited...then when he came, he gave me a BreadTalk plastic bag and said that the two pieces of bread inside was my breakfast. i was like, o.o cos i already had breakfast & i wasn't very hungry either. so i kept trying to push the bread back to him... but he kept insisting, saying "i don't wanna eat that, and you better not throw them away!"
so this conversation kept repeating, with me trying to push the bread back to him... and finally after shopping for groceries, i gave up & reached into the plastic bag for the bread (cos honestly, i was kinda hungry luh :D)
AND I FOUND OUT IT WAS ACTUALLY BREADOU!!
omg, if not for taking out the piece that had the smiley face, i swear i woulda sink my teeth into the other plain piece cos it looked sho real!!! and he purposely took the trouble (and pleasure of course, i suspect-.-) to put it in breadtalk plastic bag, and those breadtalk transparent small bags and packed those in!!
AHHH :D i can't believe i actually got tricked =/
but still, it was one of the greatest & sweetest surprise i ever had :D especially considering the fact that i've been gushing over breadou for a long time & he only knew bout that, like the day bef?


loves,
whaipeng

p.s. sorry for the lack of update on my blog.. hahah i think many extremely eventful stuff have happened, but hehe, as usual, i'm kinda lazy to update, and more often than not, i'd rather share the joy with the ones i love, rather than sharing with them on my blog with the whole world to see(: as you can see, i'd rather stay low profile & keep things nice and mysterious kekeke :B

p.p.s. sorry for not being able to make it yesterday cos smth urgent cropped up.. and sorry to trouble you to come all the way for nothing>< seeya soon though!(: i can't wait! ^^v teehee :D

xoxo

i was afraid and wary when i first knew for sure, even though i saw this coming for some time.
i didn't know what to expect, though, and even more so, i didn't know what to do. i wanted to back off, wanted to think it wasn't a good idea, wanted to think that i wasn't good enough since it has eluded me for too long, but i couldn't.
so i just wanted to say, since we're going into this with our eyes open, let's make this worth the fight(:

I feel like shit.
Something tells me it's gonna be a long long night.
And honestly, I'm sick of feeling this way.

But thanks a million to Jean for listening to me & talking to me(:

This is a really awesome video Boon Siong showed me :D

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=YXM3wrIhcwY

Okay, back to my essay writing D: Jiayous self & the rest of the people suffering out there! ^^v

is trust meant to be earned?
or is a matter of faith?

a burnt child dreads fire, but not me.
it's like i just can't stay away from getting burnt, every single damn time.

i met up with nigel tday for some advice & help for my essays which are due in, like, 3 days? hahah, the essays are the price that all those people who went for the aussie trip had to pay, in a way =( but i guess it's kinda good to use my brain once in awhile, since it's like the first time this holiday that i've been writing/working on something. which reminds me not to slack anymore since the hols are ending D:

so anywhoo, nigel was nice enough to go to sun plaza to meet me! hahah, the awesome thing was that he lives in yishun, so that's pretty close hehe(: we went to mos burger and got a couple of stuff while we sat there. mos burger is one of the most ulu places in sun plaza cos there's no way you could get into mos burger w/o getting out of the building. it was really hot at first, cos i think they forgot to on the air conditioner-.- but it cooled down after awhile(: hahah, phewww. so anyway, he went through my extremely cheesy ENGLISH written essay, and gave me some tips & help and all before we decided to subconsciously chuck away all our work & started chatting!((: which was really enjoyable since both of us think pretty alike! =)

yay can't wait for the jan 1st gathering where i can see everyone again(: so far, i've only met up with lewis, zikeng & nigel... and of course, needless to say, jibee!


love,
whaipeng

p.s. sorry this post ended pretty abruptly ;DD

whee, 305 had a class meal (supposedly) with Mr LCS yesterday, but it turned out that only 3 of us could go--seoyoun, jibee & i. actually ben was supposed to go as well, but he chickened out in the end :(
we were there at bugis slightly earlier (though i was kinda later than them as usual><), so we headed to the arcade & had some fun there(: i think bishi bashi (sp?) is a really fun game! and it is not as brainless as most arcade games cos you really have to be pretty good with hand-eye coordination, which apparently i'm not, cos i suck at this game :(

so anyways, we went to seoul garden for lunch(: Mr LCS was really nice to give us a treat & i guess at first it was a lil weird, but we soon warmed up afterwards! hahah it was pretty fun cooking! since it's the first time ever i've been to seoul garden so i was a lil slow at times haha! we ate & chatted till arnd 2.45pm before we rushed down to get tickets to "The Day the Earth Stood Still"!!

okay, i don't know why nowadays cinemas don't play as many commercials as before, maybe it's to cut costs by saving on electricity? whatever the reason, it truly explains why aaron & i have always been missing like, 5 minutes of the movies i've watched lately =/

so welllll, i'm so embarrassed to say this butbut the four of us smelt totally awful!! cos of all the smoke while cooking, and the fact that jibee & i were wearing long-sleeve, so i guess it kinda "traps" more of the smell._. either way, throughout the whole show, we could "smell the seoul garden" in us. it's a miracle that no one fainted in the cinema, cos i, for one, felt really bad! well, the show was pretty okayish, just a lil sad that it had not much of a climax & it's pretty predictable. like i told nigel, i woulda preferred "The Day After Tomorrow" for the similar kind of show & meaning behind hahah. still, the gayest part of the show is when keanu reeves spoke chinese in that atrocious accent!!! Mr Lim, who was sitting beside me, laughed damn loudly! :D while i was laughing somewhat gleefully cos his chinese sounds worse than mine(: which doesn't really count since he's an ang moh, but whatever XD oh another funny part was when the camera zoomed out, only to show us the Sydney Harbour Bridge, where jibee & i burst into laughter cos during the aussie trip, we had taken so many pictures of it + Sydney Opera House that we were kinda tired of it!!

afterwards, we stopped by Gramophone, where Mr Lim bought manymanymany dvds hahah. i guess it was kinda a pity that we had to leave pretty early just as we've gotten pretty comfortable with one another, but i guess there's always a next time like what Mr Lim told me afterwards, and ahem, the turnout must be better the next time! :D

there are so many things i wanna tell you,
yet i'm too wary, or maybe i'm just too scared.
so here i am, back to square one,
when all i want, all i yearn for, is to be in your arms
as you chase away the demons that have been killing me, for far too long.

Just washed my awesomely dirty muddy shoes which got soiled during the chunk fest :(

Butbut, I guess it was worth it! Chunk Fest was the <3!

Shall upload some pictures which we took while we camwhored with the random signs & stuff the nxt time(:

Tatas!

hello stranger,

where have you been all these while?
have i even found you? i don't even know who you are. i just need you. so bad.
love,
whaipeng

Whoo hiya pips(:

I think my blog traffic has indeed increased ever since Chua helped to advertise on her own blog, sooo.. thanks a million Chua! :D

Anyways, convocation yesterday went pretty smoothly I guess! Hahah, though I wouldn't have much to comment on since it ain't our year to graduate yet! Had brunch at Prata House with Chua before heading to school, and it's been quite a while since we sat down and talked, so I felt pretty good the whole day since we had loads of time to chat & catch up on our lives =)

Oh, and to set the record, Chua didn't roflmao! INSTEAD, she literally went rofl ._. Somehow I have this feeling that she is laughing inside, boohoo D: But I shan't say why(:

Anyways, while we were practically starving in the theatrette waiting for the girls to clear their bags & belongings, the guys, namely Ivan & Zikai, were sho nice to bring us FOODFOODFOOD from the buffet spread, before both of us turned into skeletons(: needless to say, we had like, three helpings each :D

Oh, and Jean was awesome enough to wait for me after her duty to go home together cos I was smsing her during the ceremony that I was emo in the afternoon (which I was, for pretty much of the afternoon cos of some events that happened the night before, which I shan't say, except that I think it's okay now..) & so we had a pretty great chat on the way home! Hahah, it's been a pretty damn long time since we've talked like this & the feeling yesterday was just great(: Although sorry if I was a lil too whiny :$

Anywhoo, today Aaron & I went to OCC :D I wasn't late for once!! Omg, that's like the first time ever that Aaron didn't have to wait for me :D Heh, there was an Aussie people gathering but I didn't go in the end cos I don't think I was cut out for kboxing :( Perhaps the next time! Hope it went awesome :D Then we played table tennis & we wanted to bowl at first, but decided against it cos we wanted to have a proper lunch before going to the cinemas.

Ohohohoh, Aaron treated moi to Pasta Mania, which just opened like 2 days ago in Sun Plaza. Thanks ron(: but the lunch was pretty nerve-wrecking cos I was kinda afraid that my mum would walk by seeing the both of us XD But thankfully she didn't(:

We went to watch Quarantine!! So I went up to get tickets, and omg, I was like, trembly when I was getting them cos it's the first time whereby I'm actually getting the tickets myself cos normally my companion would be the one getting it O: but obviously Aaron couldn't, cos he looks younger than me._.So I pretended that I didn't have my ezlink card with me, and all I had was my school card. The woman at the counter was like, "Gimme your i/c number" and thankfully, I was sane enough to say "S920****J" instead of "S930****J"SO WHOOPEE WE GOT IN!!! =)

Grats to Aaron for no longer being a NC16-virgin =) WHOO!!

Hahah, the show was pretty awesome! And it's more realistic than most of the similar kind of show that I've watched before :D Butbutbut, the ending kinda sucks luh, as expected. The show was pretty gory, and half the time, both of us were covering & jumping up from our seats._. but hey! The thrill one gets is, in short, awesome :D

Oh, then we went to the Sun Plaza arcade, which I shall admit that, for the past 10 years of leaving in Sembawang estate, I've never ever stepped into it before._. Kekeke, we had a helluva time there(:

Lalala, anyways, gee, it's december already and I realize that I've been slacking during the whole of November :( And there's still so much things to do, so many places to go, so many people to go out with! =)But WHEE, X'mas is coming!(: I want prezzzzz<3!

W love,

Whaipeng!

Now baby, let's make this worth the fight;

I cried myself to sleep that night,
Wondering if I had done it wrong all along.
How could something which seemed so right be so wrong.
Then I woke up next morning with hardened resolve,
I was going to put it all behind,
But there isn't a chance in hell that I would ever forget.