Instead, here we are
So, slow down baby, just slow down;

Just took a trip down memory lane reading my old posts from my previous blog which is incidentally locked up cos I wldn't want anyone else to see how childish/dumb/lovesick/emo/vulgar/unsensible I was in the past :D Though I was nice enough to invite Lewis to read it cos I figured there was no harm in doing that since he isn't in the same class/school as me to begin with(:

For some reasons which I don't know why myself, I am feeling a lil down. Maybe it's the thought bout both of you which upsets me. Or maybe it was from the email I opened this morning, knowing that I can't set my heart into doing something I should. I don't know what's stopping me, is it the fact that I'm always apprehensive when it comes to committing my entire heart and soul into doing something. I know I can do it, yet at the same time, it takes a lot of effort, a lot of assurance to make me wanna stay on cos I hate feeling unappreciated. Or maybe it's the realization that I don't really know who to go to. Or maybe the fact that the care I shower on you goes unappreciated sometimes. Or maybe it's how vulnerable you make me feel. Or maybe how I don't wanna fail no more. Or maybe how fucking useless I am when it comes to this. Or maybe, it's just the combination of all of them.

Rules and Regulation!


1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 wierd things/ habits/little known facts about yourself


2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 wierd things/habit/ little known facts as well as state this rule clearly


3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged, and list their names.


4) No tag back



Facts about me(:


1) I don't like warm lettuce found in burgers of Mos Burgers. But I don't mind those that are cold and nice in salads :D

2) I actually used to listen to chinese songs. And actually I used to love chinese, and I used to speak chinese ALOT to my friends, *GASPS* isn't that kinda hard to swallow? But of course something that happened changed that.


3) I'm a sentimental person that I keep letters, small notes, nice & sweet smses, my old journals, etc etc. & I can spend hours reading them and reminiscing bout the good old times.


4) (I'm inspired by Chua's 10 facts bout herself that I just gotta say...) I've never watched a sunrise neither. And I got so close to be able to see that in Aussie!!! Ahhh. (On a sidenote, I think it would be really romantic to watch the sunrise & sunset together with someone you love, especially maybe after a picnic by the beach before you catch the sunset!! :D)


5) Bubble teas can actually make me go high. That's why I always have the urge to drink them when I'm down. But of course I still drink them when I'm high :D


6) I actually think that for me, smsing takes a lot of effort, surprise surprise & it's pretty hard to gauge the feelings involved. (But I doubt anyone would believe me with the rate I sms. But still, I would still prefer talking to the person face-to-face or chatting on the phone :D :D cos nothing beats that! That's why I prefer chatting on the phone to Aaron if there's a lot to be said & share instead of smsing cos I'm always too lazy to do so :D)


7) I dislike it when people expect me to speak really well just cos I'm in gavel club, cos the fact is, I suck at public speaking, impromptu-ing, whatever._. Anyone who is in gavel club can attest to that.


8) I'm not good with a big group of people. I'll be either really shy & not talk much cos I feel left out or on the other extreme, I will be super high & talk a lot. Still, a small number of people work best for me, like, 2 person outing or 3 person outing. But most people prefer a large number of people so the outing would be more lively, shrugs.


9) I seldom watch animated shows on cinemas. Unless it's during a class outing :D Dunno why, but I always figured that I only like certain kind of shows on cinemas. Hahah recently, I've been watching more horror shows with Aaron since we like to just scream & seriously, we are the only people in the whole cinema who scream lor =/ (which is pretty bad :D)


10) Uh, last one... I cry easily, like when I watch certain movies or even when reading books :D But it's a pretty good gauge on how good the book/movie is I suppose! :D But then again, most people can't tell when I'm crying. Hahah, not even the ones closest to me.

ohohoh, and since I've some inspiration now... let's throw in one more!

11) I think lefties are cool :D Especially since I'm one. And if I'm given a choice to choose from left or right, I will ALWAYS ALWAYS choose the left, no matter what :D same goes for my lucky number, 7!


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There you go! I hope that's random enough :D



People to be tagged:

1) Thengy
2) Jean
3) GL
4) Aaron
5) Zikeng
6) Ash
7) Lewis (on your non-existant blog which you should set up immediately to thank me for unlocking my old blog to you!! EDIT: awesome, you told me your blog url le(: whoo :D)
8) Nic Yeo
9) JL?
10) (EDIT) NIGEL!! (sho sorry i forgot bout your blog x.x till Lewis mentioned you :D)

just back from obs!
omg i'm too tired (mentally & physically) to do up a decent post so that will be next time(:
i can't wait to sink into my awesome, soft, comfy, clean, nice smelling, soft-toys-aplenty-with-pillow-and-bolster BED!!
tata~!




baby, where does this path lead to?

1) CHUA

2) Your relationship with him/her is: Ex fellow 205ver & close friends(:

3) Your impressions on (*of)him/her is: A very driven person & a really awesome friend :D

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: Being there for me in Year Two, when there weren't anybody else & for advising me on some matters of the heart ;)

5) The most memorable thing he/she said to you: Telling me in a really sweet & heartening sms that she will be there for me(:

6) If he/she becomes your lover you will: Uh, I will probably laugh till I die? Cos the last time I checked, we are both, thankfully, straight :D

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Nothing, cos I would have been dead by then :D

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Misunderstandings or backstabbing. Somehow the word enemy sounds harsh, lol.

9) The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her now is: Hang out one full day with her!!!!

10) Your overall impression on him/her is: Mysterious?

Continued!
11) How you think people around you feel about you:
Honestly, I don't know & I don't really care bout how people who are unclose to me feel about me. Since most of those people only know very limited stuff bout me or rather what they know is pass around by people who gossip, so I guess most people would think that either I'm a bitch or I am some sort of shy loner since they don't exactly understand the rationale behind what I do.
Only a handful know slightly more about me, but then again, what they know is what I choose to tell them.

12) The character you love about yourself is: I care a lot for people I trust.

13) On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is:
I care a lot for people I trust. And perhaps a lil too much.
Also, it's hard to keep me staying cos I can't set my heart on something for too long.

14) The most ideal person you wanna be is: Ideal is subjective. And then again, is there such thing as an ideal person?

15) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. Chua
2. Jean
3. GL
4. Lewis (I demand that you start a blog now!)
5. Zikeng
6. Aaron (Uh, you could always use this quiz as your first proper post? XD)
7. Nic Yeo
8. Ash?
9. Timo?
10. Cheryl Ko

(Lol, you needn't do the quiz if you don't want cos I just tagged 10 people who comes to mind :D and as a blog)

16) Who is no. 6 having a relationship with? (Aaron)
You can try asking him :D

17) Is no. 9 a male or a female? (Timo)
Male (interesting question._.)

18) If no. 7 and no. 10 are together , will it be a good thing? (Nic and Cheryl)
Nah, no way. I'd prolly laugh my ass off or something.

19) How about no. 8 and 5 ? (Ash & Zikeng)
Hahah nah, same sex different schools. Besides 8 is with 2^^

20) What is no. 2 studying about? (Jean)
Almost everything that I am, except she has art and no history. And uh, she wanna study cats(:

21) when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 ? (GL)
Today, via sms(: And uh if that doesn't count as a chat, it'd be somewhere two weeks ago at ECP.

22) What music band does no. 8 like? (Ash)
Lol honestly, no idea, but I remember him saying he doesn't like music with lyrics.

23) Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Chua)
Yups. Two elder sisters.

24) Will you woo no. 3? (GL)
Nope, not anytime soon(:

25) How bout no. 7? (Nic)
Hahah, no way, cos it'd be totally awkward(:

26) Is no. 10 single? (Cheryl)
You could try asking her :D

27) Whats the surname of no. 5? (Zikeng)
Ang. Angzk the manxz!

28) Whats the hobby of no. 4? (Lewis)
Uh, basketball, photography (I suppose so since you're pretty good at it?), running & learning how to cook? :D

29) Do no. 5 and 9 get along? (Zikeng & Timo)
Hahah, no idea :D since they ain't from the same schools to being with!

30) Where is no. 2 studying at? (Jean)
Same school :D

31) Talk something casually about no.1? (Chua)
She likes shopping? :D

32) Have you tried to develop feelings for no.8? (Ash)
Lmao, no way. :D

33) Where does no. 9 live at? (Timo)
Thomson Road, pretty close to me :D

34) What colour does no. 4 like? (Lewis)
Green green green. :D

35) Are no. 1 and 5 best friends? (Chua & Zikeng)
Hehe, nope, they don't know each other. :D

36) Does no. 7 like no.2 (Nic & Jean)
HAHAH. Nope, Jean didn't even know how Nic looked like till like, last year? Besides, they have different tastes, I believe.

37) How do you get to know no. 2? (Jean)
LOL, still remember first day of school? Yeah, that was when I got to know her & we made promises and all. Hahah kinda bring back good memories(:

38) Does no. 1 have any pets? (Chua)
Nope.

39) Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Nic)
LOLOL, welllllll, I did see his upper body before. :D


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Okay omg, this is like the first ever quiz I've done. And it sure took a great deal of time. ._.

yo mates,

i haven't gotten down to posting proper w pictures bout awesome aussie (cos i'm kinda lazy to do so :D) but still, i miss the trip & the company of friends (or rather piggies) a lot! keep wishing the trip wld never end hehe.

so anywhoo, during this trip, many interesting firsts happened, like...

1) taking A380! (omg, the plane ride was reaaaally smooth :D)
2) how we miss chinese food so much that we solemnly swear that we wldn't touch fries for at least one month upon our return to singapore
3) playing cards & gaying arnd & playing murderer till late every night (okay, i'm new to this cos i've never stayed in a chalet before cos my parents never allowed me so! :( but i think the upcoming 205 chalet wld be different! :D)
4) speaking chinese!!! (omg, i swear that i spoke more chinese in this trip than i ever did in my entire life O: okay fine, that's an exaggeration. but i believe jibee heard me speak chinese more in this trip than i ever did in my last three years with her :D)
5) styling a guy's hair (and obviously screwing up hehe. poor zi keng!! gee, so much for being able to style my boyfriend's hair in the future :D)
6) knowing someone who sleeps with his eyes half open! (it's super duperly freaky okay! half the time i can't tell whether nigel is actually sleeping or not :D and i took like photos of him with that look on his face :D but nigel is totally nice lor! i always kick him while sleeping on the bus and he never snap at me before!)
7) seeing glow worms at night! (omg, it's one of the most romantic thing ever i swear. but the climb back up to civilization was totally TORTURING)
8) going into a cave! (i've alot of feelings for jenolan caves! especially since they are the ones that allowed jibee & i to go for this trip to begin with. and i totally soak in the atmosphere of being able to explore the cave we presented abt!! and while i was a lil sad initially cos i cldn't get to abseil, i soon got over it upon entering orient cave :D)
9) a bunch of us trying to stay up till 3 am to watch sunrise (this happened on the last night, and AHH it was one of the most tragic thing cos we were happily playing & snacking on doughnuts, cup noodles, watching hot guys & girls playing volleyball on tv, trying to stay up. and so, we very happily decided to take a short nap of 56 minutes. and we promptly fell asleep till 6am._. SHEESH)
10) spending the night on one king sized bed with 2 guys and another girl. (HAHAH my parents are so gonna skin me alive if ever they knew bout this, but still, that's one of my most precious memories bout this trip((: )
11) just eating, sleeping on the bus on the way to the attractions, walking arnd the attractions, sleeping on the bus on the way back to hotel, having dinner, going back to hotel room to have funfunfun, sleeping on hotel, eating and snacking. (zomg, that's the life of us :D never having to come out a single cent for food, never having to worry bout having nothing to eat. never having to worry bout having nothing to do!! THUS THE NICKNAME PIGGIES :D)

AHH. i'm still high about the trip :D
piggies, let's have a gathering during the hols horrx.
i keep wishing i never have to go back to reality, go back to being a human all over again :( (and collecting my results tmr._.)


w love,
whaipeng

hooboy i'm home!
i ♥ my fellow piggies!! :D
there's so much to say, but hahah, you hafta be there in order to experience everything :D
shall blog & post up pictures soon(:

loves,
whaipeng

hahah! the past two days have been totally cool :B

on tues, i met up with mr ultraman! okay, that's his nickname, and he's someone i indirectly knew from apcg :D
he was random and nice enough to go watch high school musical 3 with me!! as usual, i was late :$ sheesh, and i kinda lost my way :( but that's cos i only went to cineleisure once in my lifetime.

so anyway, he was nice enough to get the tickets first, then when i was there, we headed up to the arcade to kill time before going in. lololol, i got owned for time crisis :( and cos somehow, daytona was down for maintenance, we decided to play air hockey (is that what it's called oO) & we were so gay! omg, most of the time it was own goal! nevertheless, still "funny in a weird way" to quote him :D

so anywayyy, hsm3 wasn't as bad as some people described luh! though we burst out laughing cos we weren't used to them singing in the middle of a basketball game o_O and i noticed two (presumably, ardent fans of hsm) girls staring at me when i laughed =/ gasps :D ohoh, there's a severe flaw with the toilets in the cinemas!!! i couldn't tell which one was the ladies and which one was the gents in the dark-.-

then we went opposite to heeren. hahah there are like so many printed shirts there which were pretty witty and nice? but no $$. and there was a crumpler shop!! heh i wanna get a crumpler someday :D oh then we went to takashimaya where i bought my sis her bday present! hahah i was soooo smitten by the nici beanie babies there!! ahh so cute :D and the noisy cards were hilarious :D then we bought sushi and ate by the fountain and went home. hahah, i got home pretty late but it was an awesome day spent :D i wanna do skating someday man!



then the nxt day, i met up with aaron! :D hahah i got out of the house late due to some reason, so i met him like pretty late as well :$ gah. we initally wanted to play both squash and table tennis :D but in the end, we settled for just tt cos we were running outta time since we wanted to catch quantum of solace!! i borrowed 2 books on how to play tt, and we tried to imitate (by lying to ourselves^^) that we could spin like pros!!! in the end, we did manage to spin a lil luh i suppose :D awesome! but i still can't do forehand chop for nuts T_T

hahah, ytd was the first time i bathed faster than aaron!!! normally he'd have to wait for me to finish up, but i rushed through ytd within like 4-5 minutes? kinda reminds me of council camp :D

so anywhoo, we managed to catch qos!! we missed the first part, awww :( somehow when it comes to movies, we always miss the first part-.- like batman._. maybe that's cos he's stuck with a girl who has zero estimation of time ;DD

oh yesterday seems strangely like the day of firsts!! it was the first time we managed to see the bottom of a packet of large popcorn! normally, we'd have to throw it away =/
ohoh then i had some time left bef rushing home, so we went to the cheaper arcade.

ohmygoodness, we only changed 2$ each & we managed to play 4 games! how awesome is that!!! AND I OWNED AARON IN DAYTONA for the first time ever!! not just once, twice! gee, yesterday was indeed the day of firsts^^ better not say too much lest i get owned the next time i play with him._.

so anywhoo, gonna leave tonight... lol, kinda reminds me of two years ago, when i was supposed to go to aussie for a holiday as well with my family O: and that was after arts fest O: hahah how time flies, gee.

heh a bit nervous bout leaving tonight.. not that i'm scared of flying, but i just have this feeling that i'm leaving behind quite a bit, even though it's only for slightly more than a week-.-

wonders how nobel would fare for sports day... hope everything goes well! good luck to everyone who's running =)
wonders how bad my results would be...
wonders if anything would change...
wonders if you'd do anything funny...
wonders if history of last year would repeat itself...
somehow i wish my daddy could come along... hahah i know it's kinda bittersweet for him cos it's his wish to see me go aussie yet he'd die to go as well>< heh when i grow up, i wanna earn enough $$ so that he can drive a caravan around the whole of aussie after his retirement :D

heh and somehow i feel this is gonna be pretty different from apcg, even though both required me to stay away from home for about a week, since this is overseas duh. but it also means that i won't be able to sms you whenever i like it, or talk to you in the night when it gets lonely.
hahah i still remember apcg when i was so pissed off and although i was away from school for the week, you still manage to fill me in on what i was missing. obviously there's no way i can do that now, and i kinda realize that it's gonna be a long time before i see you again D:
aww man..


gosh, i'm starting to miss you already :(
i hope everything will be fine. it always seem that somehow it'll be okay or even better than before. just don't prove me wrong this time.

Fast fact for the day:
King of Hearts is the only king without a mustache.

Explanation:
Diamonds, clubs and spades are by association linked respectively with the corruption of wealth, war and death. In contrast, the heart as an organ is pure, open, undisguised - it does not wear artifice - hence the clean-shaven King of Hearts.

Awesome, I never exactly realized that before :D Saw this on one of my APCG's facil's blog :D

Cool aaron, that's you ;)


♥

HOORAY!
I'M OFFICIALLY AN AARON!!!
as said by the original Great One himself XD, it means to enter the state of utter bliss and happiness after one's exams!!! LIBERATION, baby! :D


so anyhow, i think i screwed up the last two papers for the day O: but i'm kinda past caring luhh. why think so much when there's so much ahead to enjoy! hooboy, going out with mr ultraman tmr ;) then catching up with some closer friends hopefully on wed & a class bbq at night at Ms Teh's! then flying off on thurs! how frigging awesome is that :D we got our hawttt itinerary :B omg we're gna go to sooo many different places! =)
and anyways, i find that there ain't many nice shows this month! but ALOT are coming up in dec! yay this hols are gonna be fun-filled :P and i'm gonna miss quantum of solace! :( cos i'll be off by the time it comes out, grrr. nvm, if i'm lucky perhaps i can catch it in aussie^^

oh and yeah, squash@occ is really cheap + fun! great company on friday(: but pity ash and jean couldn't join us afterwards. hahah, aaron and i went to watch The Coffin! hahah it had low ratings, but i thought it wasn't thaaaat bad a horror show, given that most that i've watched have sucky endings. at least the ending of this show actually brought you back to the start :D
then on saturday, i went out with my family to shop! went to jumbo restaurant to celeb sis' bday & i got a new levi's jean(: i realized that there's a name for each model of jeans! and mine was patricia :D

AHHHHHHHHH :D i'm so happy(: and i sound so random._. lalala

things are getting awesome :D
with the exception of trigo which is going to end tmr, anyhow.
shall post more once exams are over ^^



note to self: face it.
the heart's not in it but i don't know when i'll finally stop.

then there's you, yeah you come along with me when you had no one, when the people whom you counted on weren't around. then when everything was fine, you just dropped everything and went back there. that was ages ago, and i never did mention anything. maybe it's the onset of all the stress and bullshit that i see now. but hey, i ain't invisible. just cos i don't say my feelings openly/telling you/whatever means i don't feel anything.