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my heart's on lockdown overdrive; & you're behind the wheel♥

Blabber Blabber
Friday, February 27, 2009
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Today, I learnt what it was like to have accidents cropping out unexpectedly,
Today, I learnt what it felt like to have much trust placed in you (& realizing how much I've missed it so),
Today, I learnt what it felt like to be all trembly & scared, but still having to stay strong,
Today, I learnt that it is possible to shed tears over someone you hardly know about,
Today, I have seen what is true bravery (& know that I had so much more to learn and catch up on from her),
Today, I learnt the wonders of a simple touch & words of comfort and of concern,
Today, I experienced once again how it feels like when there's so much you wanna say and pour out to, but there's no one there to listen.
Today, I realize the heart just ain't in it.

The above pretty much summed up today.
Which I thought was a really bad way to end the week, which could otherwise be pretty happy, since I didn't have to stay up much to complete hwk, cos this week is considered really very free compared to our hectic Week7. And however lousy it was previously, I still shaved off half a minute for 6 rounds today as compared to my timing for 5 rounds last week! And Jibee and I have been able to play more basketball this week (and I'm glad to say I've improved!)

But, thank God, that both of them are much better now. There's much to thank God about, especially since we were so near NUH today. Thank God he didn't panic and stayed clear & calm.
Thank God, thank God.


Disappointments aplenty. I know that I should just shrug them off & just move on as per norm, but it's precisely cos it's you , you and you that makes them all so hard to swallow.
I think I'm losing faith.
I wonder what happens if ever one day, I come to a realization that it just ain't worth the effort I put in.
I just hope that day never comes.
Cos I never thought that it would, at least not for y'all.

cos nobody's here when I call your name/